I love benjamin fung.
Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Hey guys. I'm back from taiwan. How i wish i dont have to come back. How i wish i never had to separate from sucker again. It was fun at taiwan, the places i alot more interesting and colder there. Lots of clothes and food to buy from the nightmarkets and it's cheap too. Foods there was delicious, i even find their milk nice to drink too! MIT yo. The bad things are, the weather is too cold at times that i cannot take it and times flies too quickly! Within a few days, i've spent 13days there. Feels like 5days only. And those were the last few days together with sucker before he goes back to usa.
It sucks that he's not here with me anymore. I've lost a partner, someone who accompany me shop until i'm satisfied, someone who carries my heavy stuffs for me, someone who willingly to let his ego down cause i'm a very egoistic person. He is someone whom my everything is. This two years i've been building my everything all around him. Now he's gone and everything is falling. Two years ago he left for usa from 10mths and he's back again. And we've been so sticky together ever since. Now he's left everything just feel so not right. We've been together like lao fu lao qi and now we have to be separated. I dont want to go anywhere or do anything without you. I want to stick with you where ever you go. But i must face the reality. I'm nothing and useless if i stick with you. (Not that i want to break up la, means i've no future for myself.) So i'm gonnna work hard and save money hard so i can go over usa to find you end of this year. Sucker, i love you always and forever. I only want you. <3


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